Thursday, July 25, 2013

Can We Talk?

THIS LAST YEAR SINCE TREVOR DIED HAS
BEEN AN ODD ONE FOR ME AS FAR AS BLOGGING
IS CONCERNED.  IT FEELS AS IF I HAVEN'T HAD A
LOT TO SAY OR TO POST ABOUT.  NOT THAT I AM SITTING
AT HOME ALONE ALL DAY EVERYDAY.  CAUSE I'M NOT.

IT'S JUST THAT I FORGET TO TAKE PICTURES
WHEN I'M OUT AND ABOUT, OR I GET BUSY AND
TOO MUCH TIME HAS PASSED FROM THE EVENT TO
THINK A POST ON IT IS EVEN RELEVANT ANYMORE . 
OR I'LL THINK THE THINGS I POST ABOUT ARE LAME
SO I SKIP THEM WHERE AS BEFORE IT WAS ALL ABOUT
QUANTITY AND REGULARITY OF POSTING . 

MAYBE I POSTED TOO MUCH BEFORE .  IDK .

LATELY I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT BLOGGING AT
TIMES WHEN I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT BLOG OR DO NOT
HAVE A PEN TO WRITE IDEAS DOWN WITH. 
A CRUEL JOKE FROM THE UNIVERSE .

SO I HAVE BEEN STICKING WITH POSTS ABOUT
DAD'S HOUSE AND HIKING WHEN I DO POST SOMETHING . 
NOTHING TOO SASSY, NOTHING TOO CRAZY.  NOTHING THAT
TAKES TOO LONG TO WRITE ABOUT.  (OK EXCEPT FOR THIS
MASSIVE ESSAY WHICH USUALLY DOESN'T HAPPEN.)  I AM STILL
TRYING TO HIT ALL THE MAJOR LIFE ITEMS THAT NEED TO
BE DOCUMENTED, BUT I FEEL LIKE A CHANGE
IS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN.

A CHANGE BACK TO THE ORIGINAL BUNNYBANANA EXCITEMENT.
BACK TO THE SILLINESS OF A POST JUST ABOUT
A NOTE FROM MY APARTMENT MANAGEMENT GONE WRONG.

BUT I ALSO LOOK BACK AT THOSE POSTS AND SEE
THAT MY LIFE WAS DIFFERENT THEN.  I SEEMED TO HAVE
A LOT OF THINGS GOING ON AND BLOGGING CAME REALLY
EASY.  THEN I THINK "SO WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING LATELY?" 
WELL LOTS OF STUFF!!!  SO THEN WHY DON'T I EVER
THINK TO WRITE A BLOG ABOUT IT ANYMORE? 
I HAVE NO IDEA!!!

I THINK BACK THEN I FOUND EVERYTHING MORE
AMUSING AND I JUST HAD TO SHARE IT WITH BUNNYBANANA
RIGHT AWAY.  NOW THINGS ARE A BIT MORE STOIC, AND
EVERYTHING SEEMS LESS URGENT WHICH LEADS TO BLOG
POSTS GETTING PUT OFF UNTIL THEY BECOME OBSOLETE ,
I GET BORED, AND THEY NEVER GET PUBLISHED.

SOMETHING HAS CHANGED AND I WANT IT TO CHANGE BACK .
I FEEL LIKE THAT IS STARTING TO HAPPEN NOW.

SO ANYWAY WITH THAT BEING SAID.....
I'M GONNA DO A COUPLE POSTS ON HIKING
AND DAD'S HOUSE NOW.  HA HA ,YUP.
ENJOY!!!

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