Trevor

I WILL TRY TO NARRATE THIS BLOG
AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE BUT THERE IS
NOT MUCH TO SAY.

IT IS FUNNY HOW IN THE PICTURE BELOW I LOOK
LIKE I AM ABOUT TO CRY BUT ACTUALLY WE ARE
ALL HAVING A FUCKING BLAST.

THIS IS A DRUNK PIC FROM THE FRIDAY BEFORE
HE DIED IN HIS BEDROOM WEARING A HAT HE
PUT ON ME.  HE ALWAYS ADORNED US IN HATS
WHEN WE WERE DRUNK.  SEE MY PAST BLOG
POST ON A HAT PARTY HERE.

I WAS THERE THE NIGHT HE DIED TOO BUT
THERE AREN'T ANY PICTURES.

A PHOTO COLLAGE DONE BY TREVOR'S
FRIEND ANDREW, AND BELOW AS WELL
MADE INTO A LARGER PIC OF HIM.

LISA HAD ALREADY HAD PLANS TO HOLD AN
OPENING FOR  HER TATTOO SHOP FOR THE WEEK
AFTER.  SHE DECIDED TO GO AHEAD WITH IT
AND INCLUDED A SHRINE TO TREVOR.  THAT IS
TREVOR'S BROTHER IN THE PIC ABOVE.

BELOW ARE SOME OLD PICTURES THAT MEADOW
HAD OF TREVOR'S HOUSE AND ROOM FROM YEARS
BEFORE ALL OF THIS.  IT GIVES SOME BACKGROUND.

THE PAINING ON THE LEFT IS ONE ME AND MEADOW
PAINTED AT HIS HOUSE.  HE ENDED UP REALLY LIKING IT
AND KEEPING IT UP ON HIS CEILING FOR A LONG TIME.

HIS NOW INFAMOUS ANGRY TV PAINTING WHICH
WAS USED ON THE MEMORIAL ANNOUNCEMENT.

FUCKING GREAT TIMES.

THE DAY TREVOR DIED I LEFT WORK AND IN THE EVENING
WE ALL CAME TOGETHER AT TREVOR'S HOUSE ONE LAST TIME.

BELOW ARE PICTURES WE TOOK OF TREVOR'S HOUSE
AND ROOM BEFORE HIS FAMILY CAME IN AND PACKED UP
ALL OF HIS STUFF AND DANE MOVED OUT.

THEY LIVED IN THIS HOUSE FOR 7 OR SO YEARS.
I MUST SAY THIS IS AN ERA WE NEVER THOUGHT
WE'D SEE COME TO AN END.

WE REFERRED TO IT AS THE BLUE LIGHT HOUSE.

THESE ARE THE PAINTINGS THAT WERE LEFT ON HIS
WALLS.  THEY WERE PAINTED OVER PRETTY MUCH THE
NEXT DAY OR THE DAY AFTER THAT.

THE ALLIGATOR.

THE SAME TARGET FROM THE PIC I AM IN ABOVE.

ME PICKING UP BB GUN PELLETS OFF OF HIS FLOOR.
IT IS TREASURE GARBAGE NOW.

JAYSON'S ROOM

THE SPOT WHERE HE DIED AND THEY TOOK OUT THE CARPET
IN HIS BEDROOM.  I WAS SO DRAWN TO THIS SPOT.  ME AND
DANE SPENT A LOT OF TIME BY IT THAT NIGHT.

AND GET THIS FUCKING SHIT.  WHEN I CAME OVER THE
NEXT DAY MY OLD NY STATE DRIVER'S LICENSE WAS ON
THE COUNTER.  THEY HAD FOUND IT STILL INSIDE HIS
FISH TANK AFTER ALL OF THESE YEARS.  I TOOK IT BACK.
IT WAS ISSUED WAY BACK IN 2003.

BELOW ARE PICTURES FROM THE MEMORIAL
WHICH WAS MORE LIKE AN EXHIBIT OF HIS ARTWORK.
ERNIE TOOK THEM ALL.  I WAS OFF DUTY FOR SURE.   IT
WAS LOVELY THOUGH.  THEY ALSO PLAYED VIDEOS OF HIM
WHICH WAS PRICELESS.  (THEY EVEN INCLUDED THE
VIDEO I HAD FROM KEEYLOCKO.)

ERNIE WANTS TO GET THIS TATTOOED ON HIM.
WHICH IS PARTICULARLY FUNNY TO ME SEEING AS
HOW ME AND RICHARD ALWAYS HAD THIS JOKE
ABOUT THE CAT "HANGING IN THERE" AND HOW
IT NEVER MAKES YOU WANT TO ACTUALLY
HANG IN THERE AT ALL.

THEY (OH AND BY THEY I AM REFERRING TO HIS
BROTHER, SISTER, MOM AND FRIENDS WHO SET THE
MEMORIAL UP) MADE TREVOR'S BIKE INTO A SHRINE.

THERE'S ME AND MEADOW'S PAINTING IN THE
CENTER.  I DON'T THINK WE'LL EVER GET IT BACK
BUT THAT'S TOTALLY OK.  WE HAVE ANOTHER ONE
WE DID AT HIS HOUSE THAT WE HAD TAKEN HOME.
WE HAVE PLANS TO HANG IT IN THE CRAFT ROOM.

ERNIE ALWAYS WANTED TO STEAL THIS OFF
OF TREVOR'S WALL.  I HAVE A CERAMIC ASHTRAY
TREVOR MADE IN HIGH SCHOOL.  HE GAVE IT TO ME
WHEN WE WERE LIVING ON PLAYER'S CLUB
AND I STILL HAVE IT.  WE DON'T USE IT AS AN
ASHTRAY.  BLASPHEMY.

THE LOVE AFFAIR PHOTOS HE STAGED WITH HIS BIKE.

THERE WAS ALSO A BLANK CANVAS FOR US TO
DECORATE.  LUCKILY I ALWAYS HAVE SOME GLITTER
STASHED INSIDE MY PURSE.

THEY MADE NICE BUTTONS OF HIM AND HANDOUTS.
IT WAS ONE OF THE SADDEST DAYS OF MY LIFE BUT
FOR SOME WEIRD REASON IT RAINED BEAUTIFULLY
AND WE GOT A HUGE RAINBOW THAT DAY.
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