THIS LAST YEAR SINCE
TREVOR
DIED HAS
BEEN AN ODD ONE FOR ME AS FAR AS BLOGGING
IS CONCERNED. IT
FEELS AS IF I HAVEN'T HAD A
LOT TO SAY OR TO POST ABOUT. NOT THAT I AM
SITTING
AT HOME ALONE ALL DAY EVERYDAY. CAUSE I'M NOT.
IT'S
JUST THAT I FORGET TO TAKE PICTURES
WHEN I'M OUT AND ABOUT, OR I GET
BUSY AND
TOO MUCH TIME HAS PASSED FROM THE EVENT TO
THINK A POST ON IT
IS EVEN RELEVANT ANYMORE .
OR I'LL THINK THE THINGS I POST ABOUT ARE
LAME
SO I SKIP THEM WHERE AS BEFORE IT WAS ALL ABOUT
QUANTITY AND
REGULARITY OF POSTING .
MAYBE I POSTED TOO MUCH BEFORE . IDK .
LATELY I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT BLOGGING AT
TIMES
WHEN I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT BLOG OR DO NOT
HAVE A PEN TO WRITE IDEAS DOWN WITH.
A
CRUEL JOKE FROM THE UNIVERSE .
SO I HAVE BEEN STICKING
WITH POSTS ABOUT
DAD'S HOUSE AND
HIKING WHEN I DO POST SOMETHING .
NOTHING TOO SASSY, NOTHING TOO CRAZY.
NOTHING THAT
TAKES TOO LONG TO WRITE ABOUT. (OK EXCEPT FOR THIS
MASSIVE ESSAY WHICH USUALLY DOESN'T HAPPEN.) I AM STILL
TRYING TO HIT ALL THE
MAJOR LIFE ITEMS THAT NEED TO
BE DOCUMENTED, BUT I FEEL LIKE A CHANGE
IS
SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN.
A CHANGE BACK TO THE ORIGINAL BUNNYBANANA EXCITEMENT.
BACK TO THE SILLINESS OF A POST JUST ABOUT
A NOTE FROM MY APARTMENT MANAGEMENT GONE WRONG.
BUT
I ALSO LOOK BACK AT THOSE POSTS AND SEE
THAT MY LIFE WAS DIFFERENT
THEN. I SEEMED TO HAVE
A LOT OF THINGS GOING ON AND BLOGGING CAME REALLY
EASY. THEN I THINK "SO WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING LATELY?"
WELL
LOTS OF STUFF!!! SO THEN WHY DON'T I EVER
THINK TO WRITE A BLOG ABOUT
IT ANYMORE?
I HAVE NO IDEA!!!
I THINK BACK THEN I FOUND EVERYTHING MORE
AMUSING AND I JUST
HAD TO SHARE IT WITH BUNNYBANANA
RIGHT AWAY. NOW THINGS ARE A BIT MORE STOIC, AND
EVERYTHING SEEMS LESS URGENT WHICH LEADS TO BLOG
POSTS GETTING PUT OFF UNTIL THEY BECOME OBSOLETE ,
I GET BORED, AND THEY NEVER GET PUBLISHED.
SOMETHING HAS CHANGED AND I WANT IT TO CHANGE BACK .
I FEEL LIKE THAT IS STARTING TO HAPPEN NOW.
SO ANYWAY WITH THAT BEING SAID.....
I'M GONNA DO A COUPLE POSTS ON HIKING
AND DAD'S HOUSE NOW. HA HA ,YUP.
ENJOY!!!